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Tuesday, February 21, 2017

#73 - The Nature of the Divine




Jagunjagun’s modified plow was found to be useable by a team of horses and on light snow they could plow the road almost as fast as an elephant showing off.  They had passed through White and headed north, catching up to the regular plowing crews and having to stop and have people look and take notes and ask about getting their old plows re-done, or getting a break in taxes.

Ahrimaz lay on Didara’s back, wrapped up warm, and could see over the heads of their escort to where the new plow was getting almost as much attention as the elephants.  “Do you mind the crowds?” He asked, in Innéan, since she had expressed her intent to become fluent in the language and asked him to.

“Oh, no,” she answered, swinging along in her slowest pace so as not to run over the horses and deer in front of her.  By now they had all grown accustomed to the elephants and no longer tried to bolt for the horizon.  Yustiç paced just ahead of Didara, tacked up should Ahrimaz wish to ride her.  She seemed very miffed that he chose the elephant’s company over hers.  “My little brother says I am an attention… sucker? Seeker.  Yes. Seeker.”

“I don’t think so.  You sometimes seem to endure the mob.  Like me.”

People, drawn by the elephants, would sometimes stop and cast their eyes over Ahrimaz, but not approach.  He still felt as though their gazes were rasping his skin off, but he found that complaining to Limyé and writing in his book were making them almost bearable.  “Did you want to continue our discussion about other worlds?” Didara rumbled.

Ahrimaz pulled the hood of the feather bag up over his head, cutting out the bright winter day.  It eased his eyes and his head.  Even with snow goggles, the light was almost a pressure and day after day it grew hard to bear.  Lyrian, this is how you relate to Aeono, isn’t it?  Unending, blinding light.  From water.

There was no answer to his stray thought and he shrugged.  “You were  postulating… theorizing… that my and my doppleganger’s apparent exchange was not only solid evidence for more than one perceived existence but two, and it could therefore be argued that there is no upper limit presented for the number of possible worlds,” he said.

“The word you used, when you described the vision you had,” she answered. “Was infinite.  In fact you said infinite in all directions and times.”

In the dimness and warmth of the bag, with blinding flashes of light and cold just leaking in as Diadara walked, Ahrimaz could almost remember that instant of transcendence.  He took a deep breath, as everyone here was always telling him to do.  “Yes.  It… yes.”

“I find it interesting that those two worlds were so close that for an instant one overlaid the other and you two hommes?  Men… yes… slid into each other’s places. Infinite monsters, infinite good men, and everything in between.”

“Priests and healers are telling me that it might be the Goddess’s will, as far as they can see, but… the Gods…”

“Your Gods, Male and Female, I theorize are the collective imaginings of your people, with enough faith and will to make them real.”

“Didara… in this context what is ‘real’?”

She was silent for long enough that he was almost beginning to doze.  Finally she cleared her throat, and he could hear her footsteps change as she carefully stepped along one of the hundreds of bridges along White Road to Innéthel.  “I can honestly say ‘I don’t know’,” she said.  “I don’t even have a theory.  All I can say is that I have not seen a country before where the Deities are so…”  She paused, clearly trying to find a word that was neutral enough.

“Present?” He offered.  “Dreams and Nightmares made manifest in this world? Interfering Busy Bodies with nothing better to do than mess with us poor creatures?  Children playing with the ant farm?”

She had started to shake her head yes but froze and when he finished his outrageous litany she blasted a laugh that made Yustiç jump, hunch her back, flick both ears back at them, outraged.

“Present will do,” Didara said.  “In our country, the Divinity IS the land, so I suppose I should be used to it, but the Land works on such a big, slow scale we live too fast to notice, or be noticed.  Especially not as individuals.”

Ahrimaz stopped a moment and considered.  “I find that concept of the Land being the Divine terrifying.”

“I can see that.  But when we speak through our feet, our prayers go rumbling down and across and become part of the Land you see.”

“That makes sense.”  Her footsteps changed again.  “We seem to be coming up on another village, Ahrimmmmaz.  Your Captain is calling for a rest.”

“Good.  As much as I’d like to get you to Innéthel and into a warm place –“ the Cylak had sent a courier ahead, days ago, with instructions as to what would be necessary for the Ambassadors – “I don’t want to lame you or the other animals getting you there!”

“Thank you, my strange iti-igi,” She said.  He froze, hands clenched on his feather bag, grateful no one could see his face.  It put him on the same footing in her family as Ologbon.  For her to call him that, she must have spoken to Jagunjagun, who was getting stronger every day.

“Thank you, Didara,” he said softly.  “That means a lot to me.”

She rumbled, wordlessly.

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